First things first. We are in. (:

Sushi's always good, people. But damn, I dont like the Heartland one. THERE'S NO COMPUTER! Hahah and shit, today=too many shit embarrassing moments. It's enough to last me a whole week, probably. But then again, sigh. You know, I've grown far more unglam since I stepped into JC. Weirdness, I tell you.

To be really plain, can I just say that I've had quite a couple of downdownwaydown moments the past few days. It's like, crap, I should just learn to LET. IT. GO. and move on with my life and not question myself cos fucking hell, I think I'm doing pretty great, thank you.

I can't help it.

I really really can't help it if I'm suddenly looking so much deeper into all things not worthy of my looking so much deeper into. I suddenly spot myself doubting so many things, and truths and what not. It's highly exhausting. And what more, I hate it when I'm wrong.

Let's get happy and excited now. Saturday's coming in two days time and ohmygosh. My stomach feels like Shrek just punched it and I think if I had balls, it'd be all shrunk up to the size of my fist zoom out X10 cos WAH. Am so nervous suddenly!

Also, sometimes I think you need to stop being an idiot, ok that's being way too nice mind you, and honestly! GET DOWN FROM YOUR FUCKING "I'M-SO-MUCH-BETTER-THAN-YOU" LADDER.